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| Is this really all there is to college?
Or am I just lazy? It isn't easy to just get out there and meet people. Especially when you are an anomaly to this mainly white society.
I'm not particularly brilliant. I'm not particularly talented. I'm not particularly noticed.
I feel like a nobody among the 1,400 in my class.
The other day i was walking on campus and my chem teacher walked by. Right when i raised my hand to waive and say hi, i realized that he doesn't recognize me, because i am just one of four hundred that fills the seats in his class room. He doesn't know who I am, and don't even mention my name. He doesn't even grade my tests.
I feel like a nobody. Maybe I'm too used to being distinguished back home.
But here, I'm not special, I'm just different. And this time, not really in a good way.
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Well youre the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didnt last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
Its not that our love died
Just never really bloomed
Well I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.
And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt OK about it.
Until you got with another man,
And then I couldnt understand
Why it bothered me so.
How we didnt die we just
Never had a chance to grow.
I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past.
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.
And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the
Things I do.
And you cant lose what you never had
I dont understand why I feel sad
Every time I see you out with someone new.
I cant let go
No, I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you.
Can't Let Go... Landon Pigg.
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| okay so episode 415 of OTH was awesommmmmmmmmmmmmme. i like sobbed for 15 minutes straight then got hella freaked out by the ending.
im getting lazy. ill write later.
2litres of water
1p&bjelly sandwich
1smokedchicken w/e sesame sauce and p&b sandwich
sandwiches are seriosuly taking over the other food in my daily diet. yay.
im in desperate need of mustard and smokedbeef and avacado.
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Prime (Widescreen Edition)
By Meryl Streep, Uma Thurman, Bryan Greenberg (II), Jon Abrahams, Adriana Biasi, David Younger, Palmer Brown (II), Zak Orth, Annie Parisse, Aubrey Dollar, Jerry Adler, Doris Belack, Ato Essandoh, David Anzuelo, Naomi Aborn, John Rothman, Jonathan Roumie, Tadhg O'Mordha, Madhur Jaffrey, Gil Deeble
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So i guess ive decided to keep a daily record of what i did since theres not much to boast about anyway. haha. so waking up to my daddy's phone call, we formed the big plan, it was to use up all the gift certificate? coupon? voucher? thing at idees. the good news was that, thats where the new roxy/ quiksilver store is. yay for idees. and that my dad agreed to buy me shoes! so i got out of bed, took a shower, and realised that PRIME, the movie ive been downloading all night, was done. and started watching as i dried my hair and got dressed.[ btw it did slow me down like by 200 times or so] anyway, after i screamed about twenty times how hot bryan greenberg is i finally ripped myself off the screen and took off for idees where i was to meet my dad. On the mrt, haha there were people, mountains and seas of people. and yes i stepped on a few ppl's feet by accident, but on the brightside,haha i said sorry. ANYWAY, so basically at idees, we went to mister donuts and bought a donut each, i discovered a sketchers store rite next to it and ya they had nice shoes. later we browsed every single beeping floor of the department store and not until the last second i could not make up my mind about getting what sheos i wanted but in the end my dad picked out a pair taht i relaly like so haha. yay. oh and about the roxy store. apparently they import stuff from austrailia so nah not really my thing hahah. but they did have some nice stuff. SO IN CONCLUSION, i bought two pair of shoes. OH and haha a few ppl know but i have this huge thing for shampoo and origins sells this mint shampoo and it is BRILLIANT so my daddy bought a big bottle wiht all the rest of the money :)
after we got home and i finished the rest of the movie, i decided to run down to 101 page 1 and buy the newest book from SARAH DESSEN, JUst LiSTEN. but sicne it really new its binded with hard poopy cardboard and costs twice the price of a paper back, so i bought two other books instead. yay for ange becoming a bookworm!
OVERALL, prime is a great movie.
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